Ay yai yai.

Hi, my name is Jessica and I'm in a bad mood.

I feel like I'm PMSing.  REAL BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

People on Facebook are so annoying and fake and it works on my nerves---I'm agitated with a bunch of people I actually care about---I'm tired---and I am tired of always looking like a frumpy slob. UGHHHH.  Oh, and I've been anxious lately, not sure why.  I think my hormones are all messed up (of course).  So anyway, Jared went out with his friends for like a million bajillion hours yesterday, after I was up to feed the baby early in the AM, worked all day, scarfed food, went to church by myself with the babe, out to eat with Tommy's family after...didn't get home til like 9 or something....so anyway, it's like 11:30, Jared's still not home, didn't call...then I lost my phone, the baby's screaming, he's off his schedule cuz I went out to eat, I'm over tired, crying, shaking, and breaking out into hives.  Why?  I don't know why. UGHHH x2.  Ah, just had to vent.

Now for other news.  Judah is full time wearing cloth diapers (except for night time, afraid to try that just yet).  He's got such a fluffy butt....and a front butt haha.  They're soo much bigger than disposables that's for sure.  I'm getting the hang of them though and I think I've found a wash routine that's going to work for us (you have to run them through multiple cycles).  It's ridiculous how much money we're going to save in wipes and diapers and I'm excited for the summer so he can run around in his cute colorful diapers.

Freddie

Hmm, what else has he been up to?  Still making new noises, is in LOVE with his Freddie the Firefly I bought him for Christmas (he talks to him!), and is sleeping really well in the bassinet.  I've been swaddling him then strapping him down with a folded blanket, across his stomach to his feet, then tucked under the mattress.  It keeps him from trying to kick his feet up in the air, freaking himself out, or flipping sideways and waking up.  It's strange how you learn what your child needs and the weird things you have to do to keep them happy.  That's alright.  I love him so much and could stare at him all day (besides a few little naps here and there.  Naps increase the love for all.)  I recently saw a picture of a baby a few days old and got all sad because I remember when Judah was that tiny.  Then I realized he's not even 3 months old yet.  He's still tiny.  But, not.  Ahh, time flies.

I really need to update more often with just little tidbits, because there are new things that happen everyday and I forget them.... I'll try harder.

Lindsay comes in this week, hopefully the weather will cooperate.  I can't wait to see her and talk about baby things and have her spend time with her nephew :)  It'll be fun.  Her shower is on Saturday...and I'm pumped about that, too. 

Well, Judah is napping, so I'm going to lay down for a few minutes, he'll be waking up soon.

See you along the journey--