Well, well, well. Two days in a row, you ask?!
Where am I? In the car. Judah fell asleep and I am NOT waking him up.
I don't know what to make fir dinner tonight...I took out chicken thighs so I could do 'em in the crock pot, then realized that I was missing at least one ingredient from each recipe. So, in the car we went to get stuff and now that I sit here, I realize I forgot all the things I would need for the recipe and just ended up buying more random "parts". How do I do that?! It happens more than I'd like to admit, really.
I need to wash my floors. I can't do it when he's awake since he crawls in and slips. Since he's not really napping, showers are hard to come by so when u get the opportunity, I take it to get clean. I can vacuum though--which is nice, I do it every other day now since the most minute piece of anything looks like food to rhe baby and it's in his mouth in -.5 seconds.
I have to go buy a new ironing board (I only have a table top one and besides the fact that that is ridiculous, the pad us worn out and it leaves marks on your clothes), a baby gate to make my life easier by keeping him out of the kitchen, and that mat for the tub floor. I wish we had a closer place to shop since it seems I have to run unto Dickson City way too many times a week.
What else. Oh, I have baby fever. Bad. Bad, bad, baddddddd bad. I'm exhausted already with Judah and the thought of all if the icky's that come along with being pregnant, not to mention actually having the baby, terrifies me. But I can't stop thinking it. I've been fighting it for months and now that Judah is going to be one soon (can't believe it!) I feel like the pressure is on.
I'm still nursing (obviously) and dont want to stop to TTC--and also haven't gotten my period yet, so I dont even know if I'm ovulating. It was starting to make me crazy, then I remembered that Gods timing is perfect, so it doesn't even matter. That made me happy :) I've been worried about complications with this next pregnancy, but out of no where the other day a huge peace came over me about it, and I knew nothing will be wrong.
Well, I'm going to leave you hanging with more of those details because my backseat passenger is whining.
See you along the journey--
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